hard working hero

i have become friends with richard kearns at aids-write.org since i started this blog. i have actually made a few friends that have really touched my heart and changed the direction in my way of thinking on many issues. richard is one of those. he has tagged me, and i have responded(and i'm glad i did). today, i am reminded i have never really been a foe of marijuana/cannabis, but i have never really been an advocate. i used to really love it in my teens, and then i just thought it made me stupid. since i have become a drug counselor my opinion of it has changed and i don't find it's recreational use quite as amusing as i did in the past.

but, to be honest, i had never really considered its pain and symptom relieving qualities and the importance of such until i came across richards blogs. his advocacy work and his tirelessness amaze me. i find myself tuckered out just reading his blog.

this is a reminder to me that i don't understand everything, and it might be to my benefit to keep an open mind with things that i really don't know about.

richard has begun a new blog: cannabis patient voice and i ran across this poem which he read to the la-city plum committee back in may. i find it compelling and trust it will have an effect on you as well.

chers—
here are my remarks prepared & delivered to the la-city planning & land use management committee earlier today, may 15, 2007, urging them to move forward with the medical cannabis regulation process. there must have been a couple of dozen of us there.



the city clerk’s report was unavailable at the time of the meeting, so a vote on the item was deferred until next week. i’ll be back with more to say next week too.



namasté



—lyr



my name is richard kearns. i am a 55-year-old gay man alive with AIDS in los angeles for more than 20 years. i am a medical cannabis patient & advocate. a citizen journalist & poet. i speak today in favor of regulating medical cannabis. this is my open poem calling for a city that’s a good place to die [5-15-2007].



to the self-appointed
hall monitors with
machine guns
uninformed about the law
sure about the criminals
killing us with pretense
& to all their many poisoned ears



who are you
to tell me how
to sing the blues?
i am the blues
i ring the blues out loud
for you: hear me now
these are the 1983
denver AIDS principles
in song: we are persons
with AIDS, we are, we must be
expert voices hearkened to
in all public health
policy dialogs about
our lives & deaths & our disease
the refrain is the same for
medical cannabis



here are the blues
i sing to you
our city must be
not only a good
place to live
but also also a
good place to die

this day’s challenge? to
create a greater good
with our land use wisdom



who are you
to tell me how
to sing the blues?
listen to my song
medical cannabis
saves lives
medical cannabis
can save more lives
medical cannabis
is the single most significant
in-place but unaccessed
AIDS treatment option
available today
in los angeles
for the more than
60,000 persons
livng here with
AIDS & HIV disease
& we represent
only 25 clandestined percent
of the medical cannabis community



i’m here
i’m queer
i medicate
here is my song
the time is ripe
to regulate
help us create
livable lives & deaths
who are you
to tell me how
to sing the blues?
i am the blues
song & singer
tap your foot & hum & listen
before i’m gone



namasté

and he sent me this one today: not sure if he published it yet or not, but i couldn't help but include it.... it's sooo tender.

i write on the page

i feel its emptiness

fill



& when i read i stand

not in the room but

there in ruins in

battered fields in

harvest in lost in burnt in

unfindable wreckage

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