i am in the middle of summer looking forward and feeling a bit like it's almost over. this has been a really good summer for me. i have walked through one of the most difficult emotional times of my life and am hopefully on the other side. i have agreed to have a party to celebrate 50 years of living which will happen in 2 weeks.
i have begun the process to start an organization which will go i don't know where. i also am practicing the art of letting go and trusting. this is huge for me. i certainly don't find trust first, but it's moving in that direction.
i spent 4 days in grand lake colorado and met a gaggle of new acquaintances. i joined the board of an organization that allows me to give back with regard to my recovery which shows me consistently that advocacy and service can look many different ways.
i found myself in the beginning process of forgiveness around something that i didn't think i was ready for. i didn't want to prepare, but i needed to- desperately needed to.
i am finding (on more than one occasion) that people are offering me money for the work i am already doing for free.
ain't gonna be another summer like this one. not jaw-dropping, but completely pleasant and fulfilling.
i don't think i have felt all along that it has been wonderful. i think i was struggling early on, but since i remembered how blessed i am, the perception and the experience has changed. the daily reflection of the wonder of my blessings changes my experience.
amazing. simple and amazing.
and here is one of the big summer hits... i love it, too. i especially love it's simplicity.
i have begun the process to start an organization which will go i don't know where. i also am practicing the art of letting go and trusting. this is huge for me. i certainly don't find trust first, but it's moving in that direction.
i spent 4 days in grand lake colorado and met a gaggle of new acquaintances. i joined the board of an organization that allows me to give back with regard to my recovery which shows me consistently that advocacy and service can look many different ways.
i found myself in the beginning process of forgiveness around something that i didn't think i was ready for. i didn't want to prepare, but i needed to- desperately needed to.
i am finding (on more than one occasion) that people are offering me money for the work i am already doing for free.
ain't gonna be another summer like this one. not jaw-dropping, but completely pleasant and fulfilling.
i don't think i have felt all along that it has been wonderful. i think i was struggling early on, but since i remembered how blessed i am, the perception and the experience has changed. the daily reflection of the wonder of my blessings changes my experience.
amazing. simple and amazing.
and here is one of the big summer hits... i love it, too. i especially love it's simplicity.
3 comments:
Hot song. Too bad that cowboy was so ugly. Two day growth,square jaw, cowboy hat and boots never did a thing for me.
Your positive energy is inspiring. So glad things are moving along so well for you!
You do always remain positive! How exciting to be celebrating your 5oth!
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