damaged goods. i wonder just how difficult it is to pull oneself up from such a deep hole one has dug for themselves. it is no surprise or nothing unusual for musicians to have danced very dangerously with a dark muse, but it has got to be excruciatingly hard to listen and read all the shit that has been polluting the web and press and find the courage to see beyond it.
i am very sorry that this happened to you amy. being lost is so very hard enough. it's ugly that you got bullied, too.
peace to you. you are brilliant in my eyes.