Thursday, May 7, 2009
the simple life
in the middle of all the very different things in my day is the process of posting here. it is rarely the beginning nor is it very often the end. it usually comes somewhere in the middle of my day.
i had come to have such a pattern of posting everyday and it seems difficult to change that. a couple of years ago, my friend and i remarked that we were about the only people we knew who actually posted daily like clockwork.
this is bound to shift now. my relationship with blogging is evolving and my needs are certainly different than when i began. i have been blessed to come through some major shifts in my emotional life with the stern pounding of the keyboard each day. i have examined so many aspects of my former life and found new perspectives and uses for their existence in my memory.
i am going to let go of the need to post daily simply to post, and see if my heart will once again engage with the process or if the enjoyment factor will shift. there are so very many things i am experiencing but this is not the venue for processing those. i now need to explore what this blog has in mind. and i plan on enjoying that process.
today's sound choice is levi kreis with "hardly a hero".