spring

there are so many things to be thankful for today. it is easter afternoon and i have had a really full day. i spent last night in idaho springs with some family. i hadn't seen the kids for 5 years. they are all bean sprouts. they are also so open and loving and fun that it made my heart sing.

i came back for brunch with SIN and there were great guys there. i ran into a friend i hadn't seen in a few weeks that has never come to a SIN get together before. he was happy and i think he was glad to be there. he certainly made me feel cared for.

i have spoken with a very good friend in chicago today and a very good friend in san francisco who have both helped me normalize the insanity of the last couple of weeks just a tad more. i don't know where i am headed but i am starting to believe that something really wonderful is in the works.

i am headed to la for cmala this weekend. i am also hoping to hook up with a family member to make an amends. this person was just in colorado, however the circumstances were not appropriate for said amends. i am hoping that a better opportunity will arise. it has become apparent that i need to clean house here and do the right thing. no matter how challenging it seems.

i have been working on becoming a better person these last few years, and so now as things phase into a more challenging arena, i must not lose sight of my purpose.

i sincerely want to give a nod to my blogging community for lending support and patience that has assisted me from going crazy recently. i didn't expect things to become so hard to surf, but there they were......