wish(es)

like waves to the shore
part of the ocean
the stars high above
part of the sky

now i drift to you
i dream of a river
a water so blue
wish i could live there

wish you were here..

this year i received a huge gift. it was the fruition of some work combined with some hope, and i know it came to be. i have felt that my holiday is complete and that i don't really need any physical gifts, as i have received a most amazing thing already.

i feel like that still. i wouldn't change a thing with how this season has transpired. i am reminded that if i remain open, there will always be an occurrence around to keep my ego at a regular size. i will most likely always have in mind to be of service to others. and i will always have something to remind me that i can do better and i can look at life differently.

i do have a wish, however. and it is for myself. and i am putting it out here, because that is one of the perks of scribing a blog. it can be used for my own agenda.

so here goes... i wish that i will find peace of mind. i want for the painful self-examination and judgement that happens within me would subside a bit. i hope that i can have downtime in my life without slipping into a debbie downer (phrase borrowed from steve) when i am not completely busy or multi-tasking, i.e. in a slightly manic state.

while i am at it, i would wish that the barriers i put up to protect my heart would dissolve effortlessly and let love in.

and if this sounds like any of you dear readers, then i certainly share this wish with you.

today's sound choice is bliss doing "wish you were here"