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mark lundholm at the improv

Mark Lundholm is a comedian and a fellow in recovery. He will be performing at the Improv Denver March 25-28. On March 29th he will performing a special show that is recovery based humor and there will be no alchohol served. For booking information you can contact improvdenver.com or call 303-307-1777. Maybe we  will see you there.

Mark Lundholm


Clean and sober since 1988, Mark Lundholm is a former criminal,mental patient, homeless wino, resident in a halfway house who started poking fun at the insanity his life had become. This process continued and gained momentum, and in a short time an incredibly talented and

energetic entertainer emerged. Beginning with a successful standup comedy career through 50 states and 10 foreign countries, this comic’s “drank there, used that” style of humor is now so much more than a
comedy show and beyond a typical conference presentation.The performance given by Mark Lundholm in a thought-provoking journey through a man’s decline and his subsequent ascension. Mark details his battles with addiction in a clever manner that is sometimes

shocking, often heartwarming, and unceasingly honest. This is a fast paced PG rated show that never fails to leave audiences thinking differently about themselves and their loved ones. The critics have been very favorably impressed. The New York Times said, “Mr. Lundholm’s

acerbic powers of observation are quite dark and funny”, and The Chicago Sun-Times reported, “Lundholm is a terrific performer—aggressive, funny and charming.”


Lundholm has had his own Showtime Comedy Special, appeared on Comedy Central and written and starred in three one man shows. The most notable is a fiercely funny and severely dysfunctional stage play about chances and choices called Addicted…a comedy of substance.

After playing an extended run off-Broadway and receiving great reviews from The Post, The New York Times and The Associated Press, Addicted was voted into the top position as the most highly recommended show in New York City by The Wall Street Journal’s Zagat Theatre Survey.

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it's kinda eerie for me. it's almost like an episode of the twilight zone (which i loved btw.) we could be witnessing the last place on earth this being was before they were lifted off into the 4400 of meth use. i suppose it's wrong of me to assume that it's a relapse, but that's the first place my mind went. even considering the posts about his condition and the color of his urine. i hope i'm wrong for his sake and i pray he's okay. i certainly would be happy to be incorrect. i especially relate to his inability to make the keyboard work. that was so very very much a part of my tweaking dilemma. i couldn't remember how to operate the simple aspects of a computer. i used to spend so much of my time trying to figure out how to close a screen window because i always wanted to open it again to make sure i could close it again.

one time i called sbc who was my isp at the time and told the help desk(at about 2am) that i was hearing voices from my modem. he said things like: "you don't say" and "hmmm, can't imagine what that is." i had a whole screenplay written in my head ( i was always writing screenplays in my head) about a new virus which was taking over the world (a la "what's so bad about feeling good?"). It was actually a computer generated virus that would infect through the skin and people would become cartoons and inanimate objects would suddenly become animated. of course it was to be called Animation Virus. catchy eh?

meth use causes lack of sleep. and lack of sleep causes hallucinations, both visual and auditory, and even psychoses. it is very common in tweakers to go days without sleeping and start hearing and seeing things that they believe are completely real. and there is no way you can convince them of anything else. and even in early recovery some residual hallucinations and emotional discharges are likely. it's not easy to come down off meth. it takes some patience and it takes some overseeing.

omg- watching this shit really gives me chills. it depicts precisely how i used to spend many, many, many of my days. my chat box was always on with someone on an m4m site, though.

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anyone who knows me also knows that i have a big, stupid thing for dane cook. i think that his comedy is raunchy, honest, and fresh. and i think i love watching his body writhe around while he does his schtick the most of all.

so this is a song by him? it intrigues me, however, it's from his new film- good luck chuck. and he does a good job. who expected this? but here we go anyway- dane cook singing "forward". click on this post's title for more info on the film.

BWE Presents: Dane Cook's "Forward"

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Bestweekever.tv couldn't help but listen to the newest Dane Cook single, "Forward". We loved it so much we made a video for it.

here is one of the many reasons he makes me laugh:

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thanks to gay telaviv for the heads up (or the floor) on this one. the song playing in the background is "silver sun pickups" and i just can't get the riff outa my head:

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